“Come oooon, let’s go to bed already!”
“Babe, just go ahead, I’ll be in in a bit”
“No, but I wanna lay down with you”
He smacks me on the bum. He’s the man. Men are soft when their hearts are on fire. Lone boats sail around looking for home, for earth, some turn pirates from salt water and desperation and start robbing. Others pilgrims, striders, or even lovers of the big sea keeping them afloat and the stars that lead them.
But even the lovers look for earth, and when they spot it on the horizon they tremble with longing, hope, and the most crushing of fears.
I kiss the ocean-heart of my merman husband, full of stars and space. I can wrap myself in his arms at night and float around in universes in infinity. Until he starts kicking me in his sleep and I slip into another bed to dream. Who do you run from, in your sleep, my love?
Tenderness makes my skin sweat honey, where he doesn’t drink it, it evaporates to perfume to air.